John Rybicki
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JOHN RYBICKI currently teaches creative writing to inner-city children in his hometown of Detroit and serves as a guest lecturer at schools across the country. His poems and stories have appeared in North American Review, Field, Bomb, Alaska Quarterly Review, Ohio Review, Poetry East, and The Quarterly, as well as in numerous anthologies. His first book of poems, Traveling at High Speeds (New Issues Poetry Press), appeared in 1996, followed by Fire Psalm; his latest collection, Yellow-Haired Girl with Spider (March Street Press), was published in 2002. When hes not writing, teaching, touring, or admiring the small wonders of the universe, Mr. Rybicki enjoys doing carpentry and spending time with his wife, Julie.

On My Porch Steps / John Rybicki

for Matt Cashen

Its tonight after my night class
and none of my oceans are tearing
their white hands. The concrete and grass
turn into water, and you and I are floating
into a shotgun shell that emptied its powder
into the night. The oak and apple trees on
the hill behind us shake loose their camouflage
and slip their roots from underground to try
and follow. I start climbing out of the body,
climbing toward heaven over piled alphabets
my angels are sledging into spark in some
foundry in the tin dark; climbing over rose
bushes, river water, and handlebars, until
theres only one ladder left balancing one leg
on either side of a roof peak and tottering,
jutting its bone into the stars. I climb
until theres only one monkey bar left
on a ladder for me to pendulum my legs
under; then higher still, latching one fist
then another around stray leaves and
chimney ashes gusting up. I cant drop
my hands into your earth, cant crush one
brick before you, to say theres light raining
in all matter, cant say I know the way by
leaps and bounds toward a happiness that’s
simple as bread rising. Kick the ladder down
when you reach the highest rung and lunge
up after me brother. Im leaving angel feathers
there that will set you swinging from feather
to fiery stone, will bear you off
into your great unknown.

TVBR Issue #23: Vol. IX, No. 1Taking Flight